First Two Day Fast

I have now completed a two day fast. Now I have the permission for a light refection. If I skip this snack, tomorrow morning I can have an egg sandwich before beginning another 2 day fast. Otherwise, it is two plums with yogurt now, and a glass of milk with toast tomorrow.

This is the last time I will have food as an incentive for fasting! I realize this stark contradiction, and how it is so counter productive. If I mean to move my consciousness away from physical pleasure, using phy. pl. as an inducement can't yield that desired absolution.

BTW, I had to pick up an 80 lbs instrument today-- to put in my car. I wasn't any weaker than my brethren.